Hope for all to see.

Why do I feel like this is my only option, I want to explain it to you so I will try here.
When I started to realize I was an adult my world began to change and my eyes became clouded and a little squinted as I saw people for who they really are.
The people who I surrounded myself with I didn’t see as peers I only saw them as pity cases.
Does that sound wrong or bad in some way to you?
If it does please let me explain I am not better than any of them in any way at all but after I tried to help their lives change in so many ways I began to see that I became the problem and I made it worse for us all.
Hearing them vent and beg for new beginnings was just a song that they liked to sing, like mockingbirds tune. They never wanted me to sing along or change the lyrics they only wanted a sucker so they could all use.
Many years I was stuck being passed from one to another just the same as before I always ignored what my heart tried to tell me and its warning I always ignored.
Till one day it happened and I finally saw the light these people could hurt me and destroy all my good thoughts they took all they could and all I could give.
Leaving me here with nothing but still I thought it was what they needed and it would help them become strong yet never did this happen and they all laughed at me till I scarred.
My life changed that day when alone and hungry I walked away crying and lost, but never looking back to all those who I now know I scarred.
How did I do this all of you will ask?
With kindness and love and faith from my heart, never saying a bad word or even a thought may they all live as they did before I was there, Empty and alone without a friend or loved one near.
My path is now bright; my life is now full with people and things to hold onto with love, making me smile every day thereof.
My last wish I will write here, it is for all those who I wrote this song for. I hope you will see me as I am now Strong and forever Loved.